One of those days suddenly arrives when I don’t want to do a single thing all day — and today is probably that day.
I don’t want to do anything. Boundlessly listless, with no will at all to face reality.
I just want to eat, sleep, play games, then eat and sleep again… basically laze around.
On days like this, even my “usual catchphrase” goes missing. I don’t even feel like saying “namu.” I have days like that too.
There isn’t any particular reason; it’s simply one of those days.
A pitch-dark kind of apathy I call “blankness” — there’s even a so-called “diagnosis” for it.
I take my meds and try to sleep it off. Somehow, some way, may morning come — just let it come…
日本語版note:”いつもの口癖”すら届かない、”空白”の１日
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